Misery

Just want to cry my eyes out

Nothing's gone in the right way

My efforts are ruthless

And thus the repercussions  I have to meet each time

disheartened me

No matter how hard I tried

for things to be in order,

every time i was shattered

with what the result had offered;

the life has pinned me off

disfigured me

recklessly chopped my ambitions down

with chaoses and

the sharp edges of it

I've been travelling.

This world has become too judgmental and

 freaked  me out,

turned me into a ball of depressive 'psycho'

i have no further strength to hold onto this ground

no ability to compete with gentlemen outside

why am I so dumb???

Good God Crazy,

'M so fucked up with this life.

Tired 'm to my bones now

damn chunks of hopes all gone,

sickened me to death

All i was born was empty handed

and all i am out of this rate race is empty handed;

baffled 'm as my destiny vanished

thither-ed my life is now as discarded 'm from the society!!!!!!

Everyday is like a set up race

And this world is still a lonely place

between the devil and the deep blue sea

I account for my happiness under an old poplar tree!!!